I live in a small, peyton-place like environment where it is impossible to date without a hundred eyes following my every movement.
As my wife was very popular before her death, I feel extremely awkward "dating" under the scrutiny of so many people.
She also recalled that the existence of an actual home in a good neighborhood had been one of the reasons she had decided to trust him in the first place.
With his educated charm, his excellent job with Continental, and this fine home, he seemed like a person who had it all together.
She smiled as she realized she had completely ruined h She then recalled the story of the male airline flight attendant who was credited with the spread of AIDS back in the 1970s. Stories about traveling salesmen who take their rings off before entering singles bars have been around for a long time.Flying from one destination to another, this man was credited as the person who initiated the outbreak of AIDS in a dozen different cities. Just one bad decision on his part and where did that put her? But this guy wasn't interested in hustling low-life, low-IQ babes in bars.And who knows who her pilot had slept with in Seattle? I think he preferred nice girls...pretty, intelligent, decent, respectable women with energy and warmth.Our woman recalled wondering why his expensive patio home looked so little "lived in".
At the time she had concluded he must be a "neat freak".
But right now I have never been lonelier in my entire life. I am seeking a relationship with an intelligent, sensitive woman - hopefully pleasant in appearance - to share my life with."I was having a conversation with a woman friend here at the studio.